I realize that I haven’t updated
this blog, with the happenings of my life. The last few months it has been all
book reviews. So here is a update. Life
is going well, there are some things that we wish could happen that aren’t and
others that we wish wouldn’t be happening.
Buzz still loves his job. He
recently got a transfer/promotion… (though we are waiting for the pay raise,
Human Resources have been SLOW) he is also the ward financial clerk in our
ward. It makes for LONG Sundays but he loves his calling and he feels happy to
do it.
TT still loves being a stay at home
mom. She is keeping busy watching other kids. She has 2 part time and 2 full
time kiddos. It has been an adjustment having fulltime kids besides her own,
but we hope with the New Year and the new kids it will help us pay off our
debts faster. She doesn’t have a lot of time to do crafts and sewing but
hopefully once she gets into the swing of watching so many kids she can get
back to that. She is currently teaching the 6 year olds in Primary and it comes
with it own struggles. But she loves it.
Little Princess turned 4 in
December. She loves all things girly and is a joy to us. She loves, My Little
Pony, Princesses, Frozen and being mommies little helper. She is a joy and
recently moved into CTR 4 this year in Church.
Little Prince is 18 months and is
all boy. He is adorable and a joy. He LOVES Cars, Planes and Monsters
University. He is super sweet and a big mommy’s boy. He recently entered
Nursery in, the church, and if he could stay without people thinking he was
sick, I think he will be great.
Life right now has it goods moments
and it hard moments. I am starting to get a small glimpse of what it is like to
struggle with infertility. *DISCLAIMER- I am not trying to compare myself to
those who have truly suffered from infertility, but I kind of am getting the
feeling of what those who do struggle with infertility go through* With Little
Princess we chose to go off birth control and I was pregnant within two weeks,
with Little Prince it took longer around 6 months , maybe 7. But I don’t
remember it being this hard. This time we have been trying since around Little
Prince’s first birthday. So June and it seems like every time I log onto
Facebook or turn around someone is announcing their pregnancy or having a baby
and its getting harder and harder. Every time I reach a certain time of month
and I have that visitor I struggle for days. When certain people close to me
announce their pregnancy I cry for hours afterwards. I am trying hard to put my
faith in the Lord and his plan but that is hard, I am super happy with my two
beautiful kids, but then I think that there is something missing. Its hard, I
am torn, but I am strong so I will just “Let it Go!”
We aren’t making as much headway on our
debts as we would like, but we can see the end in sight for one of them. We hope to have it paid
off within a few months. I will let you know how that goes.
Life is good, God is good, and even
with trials and tribulations with God’s help I will be able to overcome
anything!
That’s my life right now. Its not
perfect, but its good and we are super blessed.
Love,
TT
